So within the past month I learned to emote while performing, got incredibly sick of violin music, and passed my KM Level V test. I had to admit yesterday that I was beyond exhausted and probably needed to rest up and be a hermit for a little while.
In retrospect, I can see how tired I was during training for both the test and the first performance of the year. During both events, which occurred within a week of each other, I kept asking myself why I was doing what I was doing. I can see it being tiredness now, but during training it was not a pleasant thought to have.
So now it’s time to rest, recharge, and have some fun with practice again. It’s also time to get re-screened for Lyme disease, for the slight possibility that it might still be active and making me a little loopy.
Good times.